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Thursday, October 18, 2018

Book Review: The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern


The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
Anchor (c) 2011
Paperback
An Original Fairytale
Reviewed by Leah


There are few books in my life I have considered a favorite before finishing. They are so few that I cannot recall which book last made the list.

I will not forget this one.

To give it one word of perfect praise it would be this: Enchanting.

To add more, I would say: atmospheric, comforting, passionate, humble, lyrical, and beautiful.

For more words that would better help you determine your likelihood of reading it, I will explain what little my mind can conjure after leaving the circus.

This is a book for dreamers. It is a book that does not depend (almost at all) upon its characters. While the challenge begins with Celia and wraps around Marco, it encompasses a creation all its own. And that's what the circus is: its own.

Normally, you can categorize a book based upon if it is plot-oriented or character-centered. This is the first book I have ever come across that discards both and has a deep-rooted setting base. You are here for the circus. Marco and Celia's stories are certainly interesting, but between the moments when they are on screen, you are living for their own love letters. That love letter happens to be the circus. Every tent, every attraction, every design is a signature from one to the other and that is what captures you as a reader.

If you are a person who prefers fast reads, this book is not for you. If you are a person that does not savor the tiny details, this book is not for you. If you are a person that likes action with their romance, this book is not for you.

If you are a person that enjoys the enigmatic pull of marvelous prose woven into exceptional scenery while being caught up in a love letter of epic proportions...

Then welcome to The Night Circus. Opens at Nightfall. Closes at Dawn.

Wednesday, August 29, 2018

Book Review: Oath of Deception by Jennifer Anne Davis


Oath of Deception by Jennifer Anne Davis
Reign Publishing (c) 2018
ARC e-book
Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah

(Review copied from elsewhere, so forgive the ugliness of the text.)

This was the perfect continuation of this series!

Taking place alongside the events of CoD1, this book introduces us to Savenek. Immediately, we feel as robbed of this person as Allyssa was. As a character, Savenek proves to be creative, skilled, pragmatic, and stealthy. He also has a few familial traits we have come to know and love over both the True Reign series and Reign of Secrets. Most of that comes in the form of a confidence that borders arrogance, dedication, the desire to constantly improve, and an intense loyalty to his nation. While we could always debate nature vs. nurture, they were qualities that allowed the reader to feel the connection to his family.

What I also enjoyed (probably the most) out of this book was the relationships between the characters. To say more would be edging into spoiler territory, and I don't want to rob anyone of the pleasure of a first read. So, suffice to say, I enjoyed the different natures and discoveries you make about this particular cast.

One of the other unique parts of this book is this: it could stand alone. As of right now, if you picked up book 4 and didn't have access to books 1-3 of the Reign of Secrets series, it wouldn't hurt you. Yeah, you might not understand most of my review then, but that's the beauty of it. If you started with Savenek and then went back to Allyssa, it wouldn't harm you. Savenek is his own person and his stories stand alone, just like Allyssa's did. And I absolutely love it.

That said, it is an adventure you're in for. There's no resting for the wicked in this book. Trained as an assassin, Savenek is sent on his first solo mission, and things are not at all what he expected. There are new dangers, new enemies, and secret alliances that are cause for concern. And Savenek wants to take on them all...

The pacing is quick and absorbing and enjoyable. I've always been a fan of Jennifer Anne Davis's skill with the written word, and this one does not disappoint. So set aside some reading time and dive in!

Book Review: Cage of Destiny by Jennifer Anne Davis



Cage of Destiny by Jennifer Anne Davis
Reign Publishing (c) 2017
Paperback
Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah


While I usually always write my own summaries for books I'm reviewing, there's one line from the publisher-provided summary that I absolutely adore:

She can either embrace her destiny or be caged by it.

No sentiment could be more perfect for this book.


Summary:

Allyssa is a survivor. After the horrors of Russek and nursing a broken heart, she is at last given a choice: She doesn't have to come home.

The decision to walk away and lead a normal life is a tempting one, though it means leaving behind everyone and everything she has ever known or loved. Unfortunately, Allyssa is hardly given time to consider it before her past crashes into her present once more.

Now, everything she has left behind is everything she must run back to if she hopes to eliminate her enemy once and for all.

If the choice is between saving her kingdom and saving herself, Allyssa will never have to choose.


Review:

It is always hardest to review books that you like. This is because your first response is to tell everyone everything that happens. Which, in a review, is probably the rudest thing you could do. So I will refrain as much as I can from the gushing.

That being said...

This was perfect!

It is as character-driven as the rest, and it puts a lot of things into perspective. (For Allyssa and the reader.) This is Allyssa's "I'm figuring shit out for myself" book. She knows who she wants to be as a person and leader, and she's figuring out how to become that person. It's a wonderful transformation to watch as she puts her priorities in order and goes about figuring out the rest. She is every inch her mother's daughter, and I adore her for it.

Since I don't want to spoil anything, I'm just going to drop some tiny little hints:

Kerdan is back.

Odar is back.

Darmik and Neco are back with their epic bromance!

Nathenek is back to his sneaky, sneaky ways.

Probably the best cast of all the books, to be honest. It's a good time. You should read it. *wink, wink*

Okay, I digress. (But seriously, go read it.)

Book Review: Grayghost by Tamara Grantham



Grayghost by Tamara Grantham
Crimson Tree Publishing (c) 2018
ARC e-book
Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah

This is the last book in the Olive Kennedy, Fairy World M.D. series. You may commence crying.

Summary:

Theht is gone, but so are the portals. For the past four years, Olive Kennedy has been separated from her husband and deprived of the life she was meant to have in Faythander. But at least she didn't destroy the world, right?

Desperate to get back to Faythander, but also pay her bills, Olive has teamed up with her ex, Brent Sanchez, to solve crimes of the more ... unusual sort for the Houston P.D. When one of their mysteries lead them to a broken mirror with traces of magic, Olive is all over it. There's a darkness growing stronger in Faythander, and it's beckoning her home.

Review:

Okay, I can't do a real review because spoilers. While I would love to break down characters and plot and setting, I feel like I have said it all before.

Faythander is one of those magical places that, once you've read about it, makes your everyday life on Earth sorrowful. Does collecting these books count as a symptom of having been to Faythander and needing a half-elf to come diagnose me?

As far as the characters here, they hit you with all the feels. There are so many emotions rocking through you during this tumultuous time, and yet you can't give up on them. We've got new friends, old enemies, and a love story that defies all the odds. I am honored to have endured such grand adventures with such a worthy group.

Alas, at the end of the day, this was a finale. All of the loose ends have been tied, the plot holes filled in, and the mysteries solved. Now it's time to set it aside and enjoy the memories of our Faythander days. For this wonderful marvel is everything we could have wished for the ending of Olive Kennedy's story.

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

"Oleander" Released June 30!


Oleander by Hollow Ryan
Prideful Magick Collection Book 2
Released: June 30, 2016
YA Paranormal


To be honest, I can't believe I didn't update this prior to the release date.  Just goes to show what a hectic time that was.

Between moving and releasing Oleander, I'm surprised as much promotional stuff happened as it did.  I don't ever recommend huge life changes taking place around a book release.  If I hadn't made the decision to release it in June, no matter what, I probably would have postponed release.

As it stands, Oleander has been released, and I encourage EVERYONE to go and buy themselves a copy.  (While it is recommended that you read Ivy first, I don't believe it is necessary.)

So why am I posting about it today?

Well, as it happens, today is when I received MY copies!


So please enjoy looking at my total bragging rights, while I go and enjoy a good book.

Have a pleasant summer, folks, and may it be full of good books, good friends, and good weather!

Thursday, May 19, 2016

Book Review: Bloodthorn by Tamara Grantham


Bloodthorn by Tamara Grantham
Crimson Tree Publishing (c) 2016
ARC E-book
Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah

This cover does not disappoint.  I am content.


Summary:

After ten months of nursing a broken heart, Olive Kennedy no longer believes in fairy tales.  Which would be just fine, if the fairies didn't arrive on Earth with the tale of a creature no one is certain exists.  A creature that feeds off of dark energy, and might be a shapeshifter committing the murders of Olive's unique set of clients.

Working at the Texas Renaissance Festival in the hopes of scraping together enough to live off of, Olive never expected for bodies to drop in her lap, Fairies asking for her help on the recommendation of her stepfather, the Sky King, or that her ex––King Kull of the Wults––might be playing bodyguard to her royal guests.  None of which will cease plaguing her life until she retrieves the Fairy Starstone––an object that absorbs all of the dark magic uttered by Fairies, so that they can cast nothing but good, pure spells.

As the death toll rises, and a new drug reveals itself in every case, Olive learns that this mysterious creature, the bloodthorn, has set its eyes on her and her magic.  Feeling like a piece moved about on a game board, Olive knows that not all is as it seems, but she can't figure out how to break the pattern.

Even Kull's luck might not get her through this time.


Initial Thoughts:

Well, I mentioned the cover, right?  Okay, then we're good there.  My initial reaction was, of course, utter glee that I was able to read this as an ARC.  Then it was a whole new refreshing experience being able to immerse myself in the Olive/Kull/Faythander adventures once more.


Characters:

Olive is an emotional wreck in this installment.  If you've read Spellweaver then you know why.  She has good reason to be angry all the time.  Even if it does last ten whole months, and her employer is beginning to question her ability to help clients when she's so unwilling to help herself.  Add a dash of magic disobedience, and she's not in the best of moods.  Throw in the man who broke her heart and another demand to save Faythander, and Olive is a little on the weary side.  And it brings out a whole different woman than the one we've dealt with before.

Kull has also undergone dramatic psychological shifts in the past ten months.  So much so that the people who once worshipped him now avoid him like the plague.  Having inherited the crown of the Wults, he has to think politics all of the time.  Though being on a rough-and-tumble adventure for the sake of the Fairies, it brings out a little more of his old self.

(As a nod to a brief side character that I am praying I see more of, I'd just like to say that Grandamere is fabulous!)

By the way, I am waiting for Brent to reveal his bad guy status.  Even though he might prove to be an ally at some point, and not all that evil, I still dislike him.  Very much.  For eternity.  I don't care how much he proves me wrong.


Plot & Setting:

The setting is once more basking in Texas while melding with Faythander.  Wherever Olive is, you're there.  You feel the change when she goes from Earth Kingdom to her home world, and it's the little things that let you journey with her.  Setting is very important, and this is always done well in these books.

The plot here was very specific in what it had to do, and it did it.  As Olive followed her leads, she did so with a single-mindedness of a desperate woman.  The answers she needs are within reach at all times, and she knows it well.  Of course, there are also new questions that need answering by the time this journey has reached its end.


Writing Style:

I chose to do a reread of Bloodthorn while I was coming off of an Ilona Andrews binge.  Wise move on my part.  While the voices are different, there is a bit of a similarity in style that made this the perfect 'hair of the dog'.  Olive could have been best friends with some of the snarky, witty, ferocious women in the Andrews universe.  Though there are so many darker moments in this book than in previous experiences, Olive still has a witty retort, or exacerbated remark at hand to fight back.  Even when she is struggling, it is always with the idea that she'll keep moving forward.  It is a style of writing and characterization that I absolutely love.


Overall Opinion:

This book offers more sides to both Olive and Kull, and even a few side characters, than we have previously seen, which brings with it a whole slew of emotions.  The adventure and mystery surrounding them carry the reader away and leave them hungering for more.  It is a book I very much enjoyed, and one I will always recommend.  (After you read the first 2.)

Monday, December 14, 2015

Book Review: Spellweaver by Tamara Grantham


Spellweaver by Tamara Grantham
Crimson Tree Publishing © 2015
Kindle Edition
Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah


Okay, first of all: let the drooling commence over that absolutely gorgeous cover!  It is a worthy successor to the cover of Dreamthief.


Summary:

As if Olive Kennedy didn't have enough problems, now she is required to save Faythander.  Again.  From goblins.  Again.  So much for the peaceful fairy world of her childhood.

Tracking goblins would have been easier if Olive wasn't surrounded by a bunch of Wult warriors, she imagined.  Yet, she stuck with them for one Wult in particular: Kull.  Having proven himself a remarkably lucky companion during her Dreamthief escapades, Olive has committed herself to helping track the goblins in order to rescue Kull's sister.  Except, his sister is in love with the goblin leader, Geth, who is on a mission to destroy magic in Faythander.

When Geth succeeds in destroying the Everblossom–a tree containing the last vestiges of pure magic in either world–it is Olive's job to restore the magic to the fairy realm, or watch every magical creature die a slow and painful death.  A point that is driven home the moment she returns to the dragons and seeks her stepfather's advice and finds the Sky King in mortal peril.

Relying more heavily on her Earth Kingdom magic, Olive must locate the Everblossom's last bloom and find where it belongs before all of Faythander's magic is extinguished.  Each step of the way, she fights against Geth's interference, and a few personal obstacles that involve a boyfriend that needs to be slapped with an 'ex' label, and a mother whose mind is clearing by the day now that the spells on her memories are losing their hold.

Perhaps worst of all, however, is the decree that the Wult King has made: that Kull and Olive can never be.  For the Wult Prince's marriage must have political significance, and he does not consider Olive worthy.  And she can't decide if it is better or worse that Kull is eager to discount threats of his inheritance in order to be with Olive.

Being a savior is a tough gig.


Initial Thoughts:

I love Olive.  Kull is hilarious.  The plot is never ridiculous or tests my patience.  And the writing is superb.  This is a series I very much want more of.


Characters:

Olive Kennedy is a desperate woman who doesn't get paid enough to do what she does.  After saving Faythander once before from the threat of the return of the Goddess Theht, she was kind of hoping for some down time.  That didn't happen.  A simple rescue mission turns into another save the world escapade.  And does she flinch from that responsibility?  Hell no!  This woman rolls her shoulders back, gives a sigh that sounds like a muttered 'not this shit again,' and does her job.

She's snarky and realistic.  My love for Olive is unnatural and a bit pathetic.  But it's true: I am in love with Olive's character as a whole.  This is one woman you can count on to do the right thing, no matter the cost.  And sometimes the costs are high, but she does what she needs to anyway.  I really love this aspect to her.

Kull is still his cocky, arrogant, brash, bold self, and damn is it a treat reading about him.  Loyal to the point of stupidity, sometimes, while pushing boundaries he shouldn't at others, Kull is a warrior through and through.  Most compelling is his passion when on a mission.  He has no qualms about charging into danger because danger is where the fun is at.  And his luck often works to counteract Olive's ability to court catastrophe.  They're a perfect pair.

Again, other characters could be discussed at length, but when you have these two, there's really no need.  This is a 'you'll have to read it to understand … so go read it already!' kind of deal.


Plot & Setting:

Magical fairy realm mixed with a little Texan flare.  That's our setting, as Olive moves between the worlds and gives us a very detailed explanation of just what the hell is going on.  It's neither overdone to the point you choke on the details, but nor is it a blank canvas that you have to provide all the details for.  A perfect balance, in my opinion.

As far as the plot…  How do I describe this without spoilers?  This is difficult…

Okay, so the plot is packed with a lot of questions, sporadic answers which induce more questions, and a double dosage of 'don't trust anyone.'  There's intrigue and life-threatening adventure.  Each step makes sense and each plot point drives home the reality of their situation should the magic not be restored.  It's fast-paced and addictive.  And I loved every minute of it.


Writing Style:

If you're not sick of this word yet, I'm going to make you sick of it, because I LOVED the narration and storytelling ability put into this book.  Olive's voice is engaging and serves to cement her character in your mind.  The mark of a damn good writer, in my opinion.  Again, this book was as fun as its predecessor, without losing any of the seriousness that the situation calls for.  At times it was also just plain heartbreaking.

My biggest compliment to this author is her ability to create separate story lines for each novel, while maintaining that single strand of 'underlying cause' that connects the books.  To me, this is how every series should be, though I know they are often not.  I truly enjoy books that seem as if they are a standalone, when really you're given the opportunity to continue the journey with these characters.  Which is why this is easily becoming one of my favorite series to date.


Overall Opinion:

I loved it.  Do I really need to say more?

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Book Review: The Wanted by Lauren Nicolle Taylor


The Wanted by Lauren Nicolle Taylor
Clean Teen Publishing © 2014
Kindle Edition
Dystopian
Reviewed by Leah


I paid for a book I already owned because my Kindle is an asshole.  I.  Regret.  Nothing.


Summary:

Everything is falling apart.

After a failed mission, Joseph and Deshi are forced to leave Rosa behind in the healing machine.  With them, they carry the haunting questions, What have we done?  Will she survive?  Will we ever see each other again?

Rosa is determined to answer at least one.  Waking up in the machine, she realizes that she has come back from the dead … and she's about to face a whole new nightmare.  After all, wheelchair-bound Superior Grant isn't about to let her forget that he has the power to kill her.  And it will take everything in her to stay alive long enough to prove that he can't break her.

Without Rosa at his side, Joseph is falling apart.  Between trying to stay strong for Orry and not knowing how to live with what he had to do to survive, he is no longer the same man that Rosa fell in love with.  He's just as broken.  Just as frail.  And somehow he has to find his own way to keep going.

And when everything falls apart, they have to ask themselves if what they want is worth it to keep going.


Initial Thoughts:

I went into this as emotionally prepared as possible.  I still almost ended up as pummeled as before.  Were this not the actual ending to the series, I might have been.  And in some ways, it was worse.


Characters:

Rosa, Rosa, Rosa…  From the first book, we are introduced to this impulsive, defiant, strong young woman.  She is angry but hopeful in the beginning.  Though she doesn't fit in the perfect world the Superiors have created, she has some hope that she might one day form a niche.  A hope that is ripped away at the Classes and forms a whole new Rosa.  A Rosa that has gone past angry and straight to enraged.  No longer hopeful, Rosa of The Woodlands becomes desperate as everything begins to change her … and threatens to break her.

In The Wall Rosa is just as desperate.  For Joseph.  For Orry.  For herself.  For her new, and old, family.  She is not only desperate, but determined.  As she grows into her roles as partner and mother, she has to revisit an old role that never seemed to fit right: daughter.

A role that feels even more ill-fitting in The Wounded.  With the sadness looming overhead, it isn't enough that her family has survived if they are no longer able to live.  As the horrors of their lives erupt in one single blow, Rosa is far from backing down.  This is a mother ready to fight.  For every life.

When it comes to her own life, however, she has to learn the meaning of the phrase "bide your time."  Entrapped in the world of The Wanted, Rosa embodies exactly what it means to love another.  To protect them, no matter the cost.  And to survive every ounce of torment forced unto her so that she could see her son again.

As a person, Rosa does this wonderful thing where she grows and matures … without losing any of the qualities that make her the Rosa we fell in love with in the beginning.  Still strong, impulsive, and defiant, she now adds forgiving, clever, and courageous to her list of attributes.  A very convincing heroine.

Joseph has managed a few leaps and bounds, but this book sent him down the rabbit hole.  To a place I was ashamed to find him, sometimes.  Without Rosa by his side, he just sort-of disintegrated as an individual.  The guilt of his necessary actions ate away at him.  From the violence needed to save his life to the guilt of leaving Rosa behind, both actions drove him into a despair so deep that all he wanted was to forget.  And he almost didn't remember in time.

I'll be honest, I was highly disappointed in Joseph.  But he needed this.  He was too perfect by far in the first three books, and his downward spiral made him more human than anything else could.  Though I didn't like him for pretty much any part of The Wanted, I at least understood him.  And that's enough.

Deshi is honestly the character I think I related to the most in the terms of doing what is necessary.  (Spoiler alert for everyone who hasn't read the books yet…)  When he admitted to not regretting killing Superior Este, I knew I had found a kindred spirit.  Where Joseph suffers from his guilt and Rosa can't bring herself to do it, Deshi identified Este as a severe threat to his family and he took her out.  As he should.  No need to feel guilty over defending the lives of yourself and those you love.  This boy right here knows what it means to survive and keep his family safe.

Rash is an awesome answer to those who think men and women cannot be friends without wanting to be romantically involved.  As he tells Joseph: he loves Rosa, but he's not in love with her.  I wouldn't say it affects him more than anyone that Rosa isn't there, but he's the most open with his animosity.  Which I loved.  There are no filters when it comes to Rash.  Happy, sad, or angry, he will show it.  And you will know it.

Elise is the role-reversal of that jerk that keeps hitting on you after you already friendzoned his ass.  Not even kidding.  Despite Joseph wanting to be alone … she shows up.  Joseph is clearly in love with someone else and tells her so.  Her response?  "Just fun.  Nothing serious."  Excuse me?  Bitch say what?  He says "just friends" and she takes that as "not right now".  People, if a man had done this to a woman, she'd be calling harassment on him so fast, there would be a crowd of feminists with pitchforks and torches lighting up his ass before he had time to blink.  But because she's a woman and he's polite enough not to completely tell her off, she gets away with this?  No.  Hell no.  OH HELL FUCKING NO!!

Her role, for me, actually serves a purpose.  She reminds me that there are actual women who do get away with this kind of shit.  These types of women are the reason, when a guy cheats, his girl will typically go after the other woman, instead of blaming him.  (Which Rosa doesn't exactly do, since she knows Joseph is responsible for his own actions.)  The point I'm making is: feminism is about gender equality.  If it's not okay for a man to constantly keep coming onto a woman who has clearly shut him down, it sure as hell is not okay for a woman to do the same damn thing.


Plot & Setting:

With Rosa being left behind, we all know where this plot is going.  The poor girl is going to be tortured.  Which means that the torment she suffers is just as horrific for the reader as it is for Rosa.  There's no escaping it.  Only enduring through it.

Consistent with its predecessors, this book is character-based.  It's all about the feels and the triumph, here.  (Though why that opening when none of those characters were relevant sort of bugs me now…)


Writing Style:

I'm just going to paste my Amazon review here for you.  Just so you get the proper idea of how I feel about Lauren's writing.

Lauren Nicolle Taylor does not know the meaning of moderation. She hits hard, fast, and earnestly. Opening one of her books is akin to waiting on an active volcano to erupt. Because there will be an eruption. There is no doubt. It is only the 'when' that has you worried as you proceed with caution into The Woodlands Series. You will not emerge the same. Ashes will cover you from head to toe. Tear stains will create black streaks down your face. And you will hold your arms tight across your chest as you try to protect yourself from feeling more, and to keep yourself from exposing just how much you have already felt.

The Wanted is the final book in the series, and I loved and hated it for that fact. Much like its predecessors, it will make you FEEL. Anger, pain, heartache, loss… There is no escaping it. These books are all emotional, but this one is even more so for being the end to a truly fantastic story.


Will it appeal to everyone? No. Is it for meant for mature young adults, rather than those just entering their teen years? Yes. Does that mean it should be avoided by anyone? Not at all.
This is a remarkable experience, reading the entire series. I just hope more people will continue to enjoy Rosa's journey.



Overall Opinion:

This series will devastate you.  And it will be worth every heartbreaking minute.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Alpha Characters: What They Are and Are Not

Okay, so this is really random, I know.  This is a review site, so why am I commentating on characters?  Because I can, so sit back and pay attention.  I'm about to reveal a terribly important fact:

People.  Love.  Alpha.  Characters.

Not all people, mind you.  There really are some who love truly good, decent individuals, and there's nothing wrong with that.  I'm just not one of them.

Why?

Well, that's the question, isn't it?

Me and my best friend have hashed this out before, so I'm going to try and transfer as much of the pertinent conversation here as my memory allows.  This could take some rambling.

We're going to start with the most controversial of the Alpha characteristics, because it's the one I feel most strongly about:

*  I love that Alphas are almost universally unapologetic assholes.  Seriously.  Their upfront honesty and lack of fucks to give are what make me love them.  "Oh, I shot/stabbed/killed someone?  Well, they shouldn't have gotten in my fucking way."

*  Which, of course, ties in with how ruthless they are.  If there is someone in their way, I expect my Alphas to take them out.  I expect them to a) have clear, valid goals, and b) allow nothing to interfere with them.

I have said this before, and I will say it again: I will never respect a character who has a goal and does not do everything in their power to ensure it.  If it requires torturing/killing people, then that's what needs to happen and don't give me your moralistic bullshit when there are fucking deadlines.

(This same speech used in regards to manipulation.  Alphas are manipulative when they need to be.  And, again, they won't apologize for that fact.)

*  There's another sort of trait I demand from my Alphas that most people would probably disagree with: they better be selfish.

Humans, as a species, are inherently selfish beings.  Whether because we fucked up in the nurturing department, or just because it's a natural tendency coming from overbreeding and a survival of the fittest mentality, I don't care.  The fact is: we are selfish.

I am perfectly okay with being selfish.  Does that mean I am never nice to people or I don't sometimes go out of my way to be perfectly helpful for no reason?  No.  It just means: if I don't wanna, I'm not gonna.

Now, it sounds like I'm setting you up for a complete villain.  I'm not.  There will be lots of evidence of book/movie characters that are in a good guy role … if only because some evils can only be fought by another kind of evil.  (If you can't get that reference: get out.)

But really, every hero in every book/movie the world over has this one thing in common: they're selfish.  Oh, you think them saving the world is an act of selflessness?  No.  That's them trying to save their own ass.  But what if they sacrifice themselves?  That's because they want to save the people they love.  No one cares about doing the right thing without some personal motivation.  Even if they're not in the hero role for a loved one, it is because of their own personal image that they have chosen the side of good.  It is to stroke their own ego, or at least die a legendary person, or for the simple fact that they want to look back on their life and say they have always done the right thing.  Everything is personal.

My unapologetic, selfish, ruthless Alphas know this.  And they revel in that fact.  As do I.

*  There's also this sense of recklessness that I've noticed most Alphas have.  And while normally I cannot condone recklessness in itself, in Alphas it usually comes across as fearlessness.  It means that they usually take unnecessary risks, but they do so for their own reasons.  While it may not be apparent why they are doing what they are doing, they're not truly as thoughtless as you would think.  (Most of the time.)

*  Of course, that same attitude is what gives us their crowning glory: confidence.  The way I see it, there's a reason people identify with an insecure MC: because most people are terribly insecure.  And the reason we love Alphas so much is because they lack that.  They're fully confident in their abilities and they don't give a crap what anyone else thinks.  Everything they do, they do without a doubt that they can/will succeed.  Whether it's escaping prison or rescuing a few survivors from some truly maniacal beasties.  (Again, if that flew over your head, you need to leave.)

*  Perhaps the most beloved feature of a truly well-done Alpha, however, is their sense of being pure animals.  These creatures are just that: beasts.  There are very simple rules in their world, and very drastic consequences for breaking them.

Rule #1: Don't try to kill them.  Consequence: Death.

Rule #2: Don't betray them.  Consequence: Death.

Do you see where I'm going with this?  The rules are simple.  The consequences predictable.  It is almost always about literal survival for them.


Now, there are some traits typically associated with Alpha Characters that give them a bad rep.  This is not the fault of a character being called an "Alpha" but the creator's inability to convincingly portray an Alpha.  We're going to touch on them a bit, and I'm going to bitch about how unacceptable each of them are.  From now on, these will be known as the traits of an Alpha Asshole.

*  The first of these no-no traits is disrespect.  This trait is twisted from our unapologetic but honest Alphas.  What good creators use to show that a character is brutally honest--even to the point of hurting feelings--bad creators turn on its head and create a complete asshole.  Real Alphas point out flaws in order to help a character either toughen up or at least get a reality check.  Alpha Assholes, on the other hand, typically are just jerks with an attitude problem.  They come across as insecure little shits that need an ass-whooping in the worst way.

*  Stalking has to be on the list, because this is just wrong on every level.  I'm going to emphasis this over and over again: stalking is frightening!  And I abhor characters that think entering someone's personal space without permission is at all okay.  This is not some depraved way to show a character that you care about them and want to know everything about them.  This is a fucking crime.

*  As is sexual harassment and assault, but that doesn't stop creators from making Alpha Assholes use these instances to intimidate and harm other characters.  I don't know why creators think that a convincing Alpha would do anything of the kind.  Here's a hint: real Alphas have the confidence of Gods and egos that won't allow them to harm an individual in that way.  Why?  Because they want others to come to them, begging for their attention.  It's a manipulative, unapologetic thrill.

*  Of course, the most common Alpha Asshole trait that is making the rounds in many NA books is over-the-top jealousy.  I remember reading this one review that described a bar scene: random guy starts chatting up the female MC, and her boyfriend shows up out of nowhere and starts beating his ass.  The MC's response?  "I was right there!"  (I'm paraphrasing of course, and haven't read the book described since said review saved me from the awfulness of it.)  But seriously?  One: that is the MC's reaction for the Asshole Alpha beating up a stranger for no reason?  Two: Seriously?  They were just talking!

Anyway, point being, REAL ALPHAS HAVE THE CONFIDENCE OF GODS!  They have no real need to be jealous.  (Unless another real Alpha serves as competition.  And then that's how they handle them: as competition.  Not a threat.)  If anyone portrays any character as a jealous, possessive jackass, that is not an Alpha.

*  Which brings me to yet another no-no: possessiveness.  Alpha Assholes have a tendency of looking at their significant other as a piece of property.  This is what leads to stalking and sexual assault.

Let me make a point: Alpha Assholes are not real men.  They're tyrannical little boys with anger issues.


To give you some perfect examples of awesome Alphas, we're going to look at only two characters, because this post is too long already.  (Although I have about 3 others that I could hurl at you right now.)  Both of these wonderful creatures come from the already hinted at (and if you didn't get them, I am so disappointed in you and you should not be reading this post) The Chronicles of Riddick.

Riddick is the epitome of an Alpha Male.  Is he a murderer?  Yes.  A liar, thief, and manipulative bastard?  Yes.  Does anyone who has seen any of the movies (we're not counting that animated atrocity) not love him?

If I have to explain why he is the epitome of a real Alpha Male, then I have not made my post clear at all.  This man is a literal beast.  His world is simple: kill or be killed.  (Let's face it, that really is Riddick's life.)  And he's pretty damn good at the killing part.  What makes him so fantastic a character is the fact that he does not apologize for anything he has done.  He acknowledges and takes responsibility for everything he has done, but it has never stopped him.  The reason I respect him is because he goes full-tilt, one hundred percent on everything he does.  From leaving human bait for monsters, to breaking his mini-me out of prison.  And he does not apologize for what he is and what he does because he is an animal and he's doing what he has to in order to survive.

For this next part, I was going to write about Kyra, Riddick's mini-me.  But I can't.  Because, for all her attitude, she does not have all the qualities of an Alpha, and her level of recklessness almost puts her ass on the Alpha Asshole list.

No, the real Alpha Female of CoR is Dame Vaako.  This is the beautiful woman who lures Riddick before the Quasi-Deads.  The woman who manipulates her husband into believing that killing the Lord Marshal is a selfless act for the faith.  If anyone in this movie embodies what it means to be an Alpha Female, it is Dame Vaako.  She has her goals, she has her motives, and she has her methods.  And she's willing to do anything to see them through.  This is a woman who has her priorities straight.

Well, since this post is too damn long already, I guess I can wrap it.  Now you know the difference between a real Alpha and an Alpha Asshole.  And, to be quite honest, confidence is literally the sexiest thing ever.  As long as you are confident in yourself and your choices and actions, that is sexy.  To create a character that embodies that, is to create an Alpha.  Hands down.

Monday, September 1, 2014

Book Review: Clean Sweep by Ilona Andrews


Clean Sweep by Ilona Andrews
CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform © 2013
Paperback Edition
Urban Fantasy
Reviewed by Leah


This book has, without a doubt, made it onto my top favorite reads shelf.  The wit encased in this novel is superb and I will be quoting much of it to the point where no one wants to talk to me anymore.  This may even get itself thrown onto the "instant reread" pile.

Summary:

Dina Demille owns a Bed and Breakfast in a quaint Texas suburb and appears to be a completely normal person.  Unless, of course, you're the local officer who suspects her of pretty much everything in the neighborhood.  Or the new arrival werewolf who she calls out about defending his territory when dark doings start happening.

In reality, the B&B is really an Inn for all kinds of travelers (mostly from other galaxies) and is a sentient being who thinks--and maybe feels--for itself.  Having been abandoned almost to the point of quite literal starvation, it is Dina who rescued Gertrude Hunt from her near-death-experience and together they've managed to gain two stars on the Inn Ratings list.  Though not the five stars Dina is aiming for, it's certainly not a bad start.

But everything is put into jeopardy the moment some local dogs wind up brutally murdered.  Dina, sick of the slaughter, immediately zeros in on the new werewolf in town.  Realizing fairly quickly that he's not the dog-killer, she makes it clear that he better own up and defend his new territory, or stay out of her way while she defends everything outside of hers.

Though Innkeepers are meant to stay neutral and not get involved in anything that does not pose a threat to the Inn, Dina cannot sit back and do nothing as monstrous creatures roam through her neighborhood and put her neighbors' lives at risk.  It's just not in her nature.  And when her first solo mission as savior ends in a very exhausting victory, it draws the unwanted ire of Sean the werewolf.

Now, Dina and Sean are preparing to take on a whole new monster who was actually trying to lay low.  Baiting him in seemed like a great idea … until vampires from the house of Krahr show up and demand they stay out of it.  Which Dina wouldn't have a problem with … if their involvement was more helpful than harmful.  With the secrets bottled tight, Dina will have to decide how much she's willing to risk … and how much risk is now posed for the Inn.

Initial Thoughts:

This book came into my thoughts at just the perfect time.  Having a book craving for a light, funny, snarky read, I could not have been more pleased when I picked up Clean Sweep.  Dina's voice is instantly relatable, her thoughts are what any normal young woman would think (in her position) and you're immediately brought into her world where things are nothing like you would expect.  Overall, I wasn't bogged down with backstory, every little flash of memory was relevant to what was happening in the moment, and there was no disappointment in the snark-factor!

Characters:

There was a lot to like about Dina.  Her voice and attitude are what you expect out of any ambitious, sarcastic, intelligent, and independent young woman.  She knows how to handle herself when it comes to her guests, and even more so when it comes to alpha strain werewolves who shamelessly mark her apple trees.  Only one thing kind-of irked me about Dina: her constant wishing that her parents were near or constantly thinking about them.  Though the reasons why are understandable, I just wished she could take the sentimentality down a notch, or at least not seem so much like a lost puppy whenever she mentioned them.  Just my own thought there.  Not a real critique or anything.

Sean is one third of the love triangle that somewhat forms throughout this novel.  Though I would securely call him the love interest since he's the only one who got to kiss the girl.  (Albeit while high on hormones.)  Sean is an alpha strain werewolf, which makes him rare, shunned, and stronger than all of the other Auul survivors.  He's also second generation, which means that he actually doesn't know anything about Auul, Innkeepers, or other worlds at all.  Not until he meets Dina and gets a crash-course in "things you didn't know about for almost thirty years".  Sean can be a patronizing pain in the ass.  He's also blunt, honest, protective, and a realist.  All of which brings a very sexy man to the table.

Arland is a vampire Marshal of House Krahr.  He's full of flowery speeches, immovable ideals, honor, and a sense of pride that leads him to seek retribution for even the slightest offense.  (Apparently that's a trait of the whole race and not limited to just him.)  He also has a killer smile, a sense of entitlement, and a habit of keeping dangerous secrets that could very well get all of them killed.  All in all, a competent competitor for Dina's hand … if he didn't look at her as a conquest more than a woman whose favor he'd wish to gain.

Caldenia is by far my second favorite character (other than Dina).  She loves Funyuns, Mellow Yellow, and the liver of werewolf--which is quite the tender delicacy; especially when sautéed in butter.  Having taken up a lifetime residency at the Inn due to the unfortunate revenge-killers that would have her serve justice for the deaths of millions, Caldenia is Dina's full-time guest and the relationship between them doesn't extend much beyond that.  Her witty interactions with each character, complimented with her cunning insight, easily make her an instant favorite of anyone who has enjoyed Hannibal Lecter.

Plot & Setting:

I cannot express enough my thanks that this book does not revolve around the romance.  Though there is some attraction and a passionate kiss, all of the energy in this book goes into dramatic action sequences and the hasty cover-ups.

I think I covered enough of the actual arc of the plot in the summary, so I'm not going to repeat myself. Rather, I'm going to bless the writers for their genius in having it flow from one point to the other.  Though it lacked a sense of urgency--that this dahaka creature had to die NOW--it flowed in that direction quite easily and at the right pace.  There is never a dull moment in the book where the dahaka's death is not absolutely the relevant thought on everyone's mind.  No breaks in important scenes occur due to intolerably girlish swooning.  Dina needs this thing dead, and she needs it dead ASAP.  Anyone not working towards that goal can just step the hell out of her way.  Even a sexy werewolf and his opposite but no less charming vampire competition.

Now, here's the thing I loved about the setting: I wasn't bogged down with too many useless details.  Give me the general outlook of a building, and I will build it brick by brick, and drywall sheet by drywall sheet until I have its entire image in my mind.  That is the kind of setting I always enjoy.

I also don't want to be fed fifteen million descriptions of backstories and galactic histories in a novel that pertains to certain events only.  We don't have time for that, a dahaka must die!  So when I get books that stick to the meat of the story and let the world building be left up to you, I am overjoyed.  No one wants a history lesson while they feel other things should be happening.  Yes, world-building should be done.  But if it's not pertinent, cut it.

Writing Style:

While I was aware of a few editing mishaps, I happily worship the ground these writers walk on.  Please, teach me the art of witty sarcasm and badass heroines, whilst also creating the perfect Alpha--who is neither a dick nor degrading of the heroine?  I'll beg if you want me to.  Just a thought…

Overall Thoughts:

I adore this book.  I recommend it to everyone.  And there BETTER be more!

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Book Review: Losing Logan by Sherry D. Ficklin


Losing Logan by Sherry D. Ficklin
Clean Teen Publishing © 2014
ARC Edition
Release Date: May 2, 2014
Paranormal Fiction
Reviewed by Leah

I have never had a book make me laugh that hard, that quickly.  Nor has it been so easy for a book to add itself to my 'Favorites' shelf!  If you have not read this book: you are missing out.

Summary:

As far as sick pranks go, Zoe thinks her ex-best friend, Logan, is playing the worst when she sees him walking around … at his own viewing.  That is, until she realizes that he's really dead … and she's the only person who can see him.

In a clash of attitudes and between constant bickering--layered with some mild threats only a ghost is capable of--Zoe eventually agrees to help him to move on.  Which they later realize means only one thing: find out who murdered him and why.

Thanks to a hasty makeover provided by Zoe's fab-u-lous best friend, Carlos, she's as ready as she's ever going to be to step into the 'herd' Logan had left behind.  She's searching for clues.  Searching for a killer.  And hopelessly falling for Logan's best friend.  All of which is a problem, considering she has to face the very disturbing reality: she's already in love with a dead guy.  One she will lose … again.

Review:

ASDFGHJKL!!!  (I've never used that before.  Ever.  Now you may realize how serious I am about this book.)

First of all, I was provided with an ARC of this beautifully funny and creative book.  The release date of this gem is May 2, 2014 and you all need this book.  I swear.

Secondly, no book will ever have a more entertaining, more heart-felt dedication than the one that resides in the first pages of 'Losing Logan' and I applaud Sherry D. Ficklin for seizing that marvelous opportunity.

Thirdly, this book will make you laugh.  It will make you cry.  Frequent bathroom breaks will be required and tissues are recommended to be kept on hand.  Also, say goodbye to sleep.  I went from about 8pm last night to roughly 4:30am this morning.  This is not a joke.  Beware of the effects this book will have on you!  And freely enjoy them all.

I was absolutely involved in every aspect of this book.  There was so much attitude and laughter in the first few pages that I was one hundred pages in before I realized we hadn't even gotten into the meat of the story yet.  But that was okay, because the first one hundred pages were my favorite and I would gladly reread them all the time.  (Carlos, please, please, can I clone you?)

The relationship between Zoe and Logan is exactly what you'd expect from two people who'd been extremely estranged during life … and suddenly find themselves stuck together once one of them is dead.  There are snarky comebacks, instant friction, and so many wonderful new insults that I sigh with envy that I'm not as quick with my tongue as Zoe.

Yet, there's also a history for them.  They were best friends once upon a time and you get to see how that affects them now.  Especially considering all of the lifestyle changes Zoe is putting herself through for Logan's sake.  He's making her a better person and she begins to open up to those around her, mending some bonds and forming some strong new ones.  Logan helps Zoe to really live and it's a beautiful thing to watch unfold.

Characters:

Zoe is … hilarious!  She is the snarky, smart-mouthed, hell-hath-no-fury kind of young woman we all wish we were in High School.  Smart and focused, it's very clear that, when she puts her mind to something, she won't let anything stand in her way.  That is especially true when it comes to Logan.  Despite having to move outside of her very secure little bubble, she willingly and quickly makes that step.  To help him.  If that isn't loyalty…  Of course, my favorite thing about Zoe has to be how judgmental she is.  Very few authors allow themselves to have judgmental MCs because they want to make them likable.  But Zoe is relatable just because of how judgmental she is.  Humans are always going to judge one another, and I'm glad to finally see an MC who has this trait … but isn't a total bitch about it.  Though a very fine line to walk, Zoe handles it like a master tight-rope-walker.

Logan … is an asshat.  And he earned every single one of those brilliant insults Zoe threw at him.  Despite that, however, we both fell very madly in love with him.  Because he earned that too.  Though he's got a very serious case of entitled, arrogant little shit, it's also covering a very soft and tender center.  And his protectiveness is only equal to his annoyance factor.  Which is exactly what there is to love about him.  And everyone will know, by the end of the book, why his is such a great loss.

CARLOS!!!!  The very fabulous, very gay, very adorable best friend.  Please, I need a clone of this man ASAP!  No one can take care of Zoe like Carlos can and his patience with her is nothing short of a miracle.  Give this man a medal!

Kyle Bruno is a sweetheart of the highest form.  He's actually way too sappy for my taste, but perhaps that's why he can handle Zoe's attitude like no one else can.  While being a puddle of water himself, this man likes his women fiery.  And his relationship with Zoe is JUST SO CUTE!!  As Zoe pointed out: he isn't perfect, but maybe he's perfect for her.

Kaylee, Logan's ex, is probably the only unrealistic character.  As it seemed to me.  I just can't imagine that much bitchiness being bottled in such a vile human being … without someone knocking her down three pegs with a round-house bitch slap.  But I've also never been in a school where cliques were a real thing, so this could just be because my High School didn't have people like her.  (Thank goodness for that!)

Plot:

So, talking to a ghost and trying to track down his very dangerous killer who is suffering from a bit of 'cornered animal' syndrome…  While simultaneously trying to figure out how to deal with loving a ghost and trying to figure out how she's possibly falling for his best friend…  Yeah, Zoe has a tough road ahead of her.  But the ways she rises to the occasion make me want to hug her.

Granted, there were moments of "what are you doing?"  "NO!  Don't do it!" and "I told you so".  But they didn't detract from the tale.  In fact, there was nothing that ruined this book.  (I'll get into that a bit later.)

In a lot of ways, it could be considered predictable.  The clues are there for you to follow, and some of us will undoubtedly figure out what's going on before Zoe does.  That's the mark of good writing.  If a book is only about solving the mystery, it's failed before it's begun.  Because it's about the journey.  Not the destination.  And following Zoe's journey is what made every moment worth it.

Setting:

I'll be honest, here, I have no clue where this was taking place.  That may or may not have been due to me not paying attention right in the beginning, however.  I'm not sure.

This is not a book loaded with purple prose or extensive descriptions.  (Except when it came to clothes, sometimes…)  So I didn't have a massively detailed setting based on every tiny detail the author threw at me.  Thank you for that.

I'm one of those readers that loves to reconstruct things in my head.  Zoe's room?  Had it down to a wonderful image that, given all the small details I had, was perfect for Logan and Zoe to hang out in.  Everything was just as I had imagined it--because no extensive description allowed for me to be wrong.

The only thing that really was detailed was the thing that needed the most detail, as far as setting goes.  Yet, this too, was left mostly to the readers' imagination.  Giving credit where credit is due: that we will all envision something differently anyway.  The basic image was there, the details were left to our own mental faculties.

Writing Style:

I'm in love.  The attention to detail here was beautiful.  And by that I mean how teenagers talk.  How they react to one another and even the vitriol comments they absolutely bombard one another with in high school.  Teenagers can be mean, judgmental, and constantly trying to make their lives have meaning.  In one form or another.  And the writing portrays all of that.  I am in awe.  (Did I also mention the humor that I will bow down to for all eternity?)

Overall Opinion:

Favorite!  Favorite, Favorite, Favorite, FAVORITE!!  (I could sing this, if you like?)

Things That Stood Out:

Okay, this is not a pet-peeve.  Or, rather, it would be in any other novel.  In this one?  Nope.  Not at all.

Tropes.  Cliches.  They were everywhere in this book.  And I didn't notice until I was done reading.

We have a bookish young woman who becomes suddenly popular.  Instantly becomes the girlfriend of the hot jock.  A love triangle … with her asshat ex-best friend.  And a crowd of bitchy mean girls we'll affectionately call the 'lemmings' until Carlos tells us to stop.

Now, normally, every single one of these tropes would have had me screaming in rage.  So why not here?  How did 'Losing Logan' save itself from the dartboard?  I'm not sure.  But I've never been happier.  Because it all works here.  It just … does.

Related Books:

Not that I'm aware of.  'Losing Logan' is a wonderful stand-alone.  (Which means: NO CLIFFHANGER!)  However, I am now convinced that I absolutely must check out more of Sherry D. Ficklin's books.

Final Thoughts:

I have never been more grateful to have so many great friends at CTP, because then I would never have gotten an ARC of this book.  It was a read that even I didn't know I needed.  I recommend it to everyone.  No matter what you like/don't like, I think you'll like this.